Second post and Trouble comes...

FUCK FUCK FUCK . This is my second time posting and something bad's gonna appear in here(My Blog) . Woke up in the middle of the night yesterday . Just to hope she wont feel bored . Damn TIRING but still as long as i can see her happy . I'll be more or less happy too . Accompanied her watched <La Pi Xiao Xin> . But still cant take it any more . Fell asleep . Morning woke up and bathe . Went to Toa Payoh with my sister . Met her friends then went to have lunch and soon after went to my sister's friend handphone shop and had my SAMSUNG OMNIA 2 sold for $450 . Came back Woodlands . Went home and she was so angry with me for being back late for a few minutes . Sometimes i just don't understand why she cant spare a thought for me . Was she jokng? or Was she really angry with me? . Really dont get it . Paul and Hao Lang came my house soon after . Watched <Fast & Furious 4> . But due to it's pirated cd . Didnt had a good show . Cabbed to Woodlands Centre and played L4D2 again . Think i'm addicited to it le . Wasnt in a very good mood . Game itself also affected me and made me even bad mood . ARGHX... Going to become broke soon . No money really very hard to survive . Finished playing and walked to the bus stop and waited for my bus to come . Was planning to go zoo tomorrow with her and Hao Lang but then she suddenly came forward to me and tell me she's going to Hao Lang's house and stay so tomorrow can wake up and go zoo together with him . Totally pissed off man . My mood and plans in going to zoo totally ruined . She knows that i dont like her to do this and that but she still wants to go against me . I know i'm no one to say or ask you to do things . Then Hao Lang came and passed me $10 but i rejected it . I was in a damn bad mood already . And i dont wish to talk or see them at that time . So i just walk off and board any bus that is there which ends at Woodlands Interchange . Went home Blog and Facebook . Feeling very down now . :( Maybe you dunno how i actually felt .